Saturday, June 18, 2011

letter for prosperity

Take down the photos of my brother & grandmother & doopa. Now.

Your undead x or whatever the fuck she is Julie if that is even her name is so not a model. The world's best lighting couldn't make that "photoshoot" look professional. But hey, some of us can take good photos & some of us can't.

I feel sorry for the girl who got suckered into taking your photo at the planetarium. BTW, you brought home two tickets from the aquarium. Pretty sloppy.

Remember how you said that I don't get angry often enough?
I am angry.
Not that you were "cheating" on me - sociopaths aren't capable of love, so it's not like we had a relationship - it's disgusting how you made me throw Wynn to the dogs like that, how you would get all mad when I would spend time with him while you were gone - It was tit for tat you fucking fool. I knew there was something going on. There was some girl somewhere. I just needed the evidence. Thanks for leaving me a used condom. That was disgusting. But hey, I've got your DNA. Not sure what i would do with it, but I've got it none the less. I just find it beyond amusing, and sickening really - You didn't want the gravy train to run out, did you? Couldn't let me have my cake.
It's okay though, because I've never in my life been more happy to have not had sex for so long. Jesus, you did me one favor. I never thought you could have had a heart in that way.

I just wanted to let you know though, that this won't be the last of me. When you are snuggling up next to whatever poor girl you have suckered into believing your lies, think of me. Think of my black hair - I know you go for blondes. Think of me & think of your own selfish need to survive. This isn't the last time you will hear from me. You can tell whatever girl whatever story you want, but I know there are many more girls like me that are out there. I'll find those women. & I'll put a stop to you.

Also, please don't forget to think about how much of an utter failure you are in life. God, you couldn't even edit the videos that HCP & John needed. Professional? You? Ha! Black listing people? That's even better when you can't get anything done. All those skype meetings with chicks you need to swindle out of dough, 50 some odd emails a day you have to answer for "work" - work being finding new targets. How dare you have ever gotten mad at me for making you late to a train. How dare you have ever tried to treat me like I was less than you. I am actually doing something with my life. I'm actually going somewhere. Where are you going? Tippencanoe? Oh, right, no, not even your family of origin will have anything to do with you. You tried to ruin my self esteem. That was funny. I just want to let you know I found that to be a laugh riot. You've got nothing. NOTHING!

ME? I might be out some money, but I've got a whole career ahead of me, wonderful people who love me & will look out for me, a family that loves me & would never pretend I don't exist, a brother I am proud of, a personal story that is inspiring & I am a nice person. Good things will happen to me. To you? Not so much. You are a failure. A failure who craves attention. A smooth talker, 110% good at your grifting. You need to feel important. Special. You are special in the fact that you are a defective human being. That heart attack you had? What was that really? Did you get out of the psych-ward? You knew an awful lot about records not being made open to the public. Too much, actually.

I just want to say one other thing. You smell really bad. I mean, really really bad. I would hate for you to inflict that on the girl that you are vampire squiding off of right now. Shower more often. For her sake. Because I couldn't take it. And oh, Jesus christ - Brush your teeth more than once a week. Your breath was as bad as hoey's. It's interesting how phermones work & how you repulsed me in that way. I just didn't want to be mean. As things progressed, I really couldn't take it. I said snide comments, but I don't think you ever heard it. You blocked it out. Your ego & all of that. But honestly its the least you can do for whatever poor girl you are fucking over right now.

Ah, I think that's all for now. It's been a busy day. The rally went off & I now have to go see some bands to see if they are worth booking. You know, because I have a life.

I know that none of this will affect you - You don't have feelings, & you will block this account & take down your flicker. Just like you took down your twitter (so sad! how will i hear about your exploits in fake places & your fake jobs?!) & how you blocked me from facebook (I had a laughing fit over that one. you truly are pathetic) but it's okay.
Seriously you didn't know how long it takes for a woman's period to come back after she quits the pill? Shows how much you know. Google is a bitch. You.... you make me laugh.

Thanks for that.
You'll be hearing from me.
Trust in that.
Corinne.